These are moments when I don't understand myself anymore. Times when you were just caught on the verge of unexplainable sadness and pain. Those instances that you just want to drown yourself to tears. Not even a beautiful word or praise can appease you. The only thing you know is that everything will be fine if you cry.
In times like this, I just let myself tear up for a while. Right after that I would talk to God, open the Bible and pray for new joy. His comforting words have never failed to give me peace of mind and incomparable joy. Yes, sometimes we are meant to be broken for us to know brokenness and the sweetness of being made whole again. We just have to feel sadness for us to know it exists and that happiness is empowering. At the last thought, we just have to go through these for us to see God at the blindside.