the fact that we have these moments is very precious to me. I am not the person I am now if we have not had those moments together. I never thought I would come to this day that I would be writing these things about you and us.
In fact, among anyone else I am most grateful to you. Your ways may have been wrong and I am not trying to justify it, yet I appreciate everything. We had been together ever since. We even became classmates, batchmates, gangmates, and even partners-in-crime. I have seen your sacrifices for the three of us --- your younger sisters. You even chose not to go to school, just to look after us. You could have chosen to just do what you had wanted, yet you chose to stay with your parents. I have misunderstood you most of the time. I even had judged you wrongly in some of those times. I even had wished I never had you as my brother, yet, I know deep in my heart I always want the best out of you because I had dreamt of having you as the #bestbrother that others have.
The bad and good times we had together
would always be there to linger.
The favorite expressions you used are there to live by.
If only I could have you back for just a while
Then we could sit and talk again
The fact that you're no longer here will always cause me pain,
yet you're forever in my heart until we meet again.
And though my heartaches for the face, I cannot see,
yet only God knows why this had to be.
You'll surely be missed.
Till I see you again...